Crammer...

So, here I am again, typing all my thoughts, worries and emotions away.

So, as I said with my previous blog, I wasted time last night. Last night could have been the right time to study and do my assignments and project.

But what did I do? Surfed the net, all night.

Then, I just realized it was already late to study, so all I can do is just sleep.

Now, all the things that I need to do, that I could I have done last night, are all dumped in front of me, none done.

I have a reflection paper to do. I have articles to read in a magazine. I have a project still to finish, which involves a personal review of the works of an author. I have a long quiz to study. too.

And all of this should be done today. The assignments and project are due tomorrow. The quizzes are for tomorrow, too.

I am totally hperventilating right now.

I am already panicking.

But it is totally my fault.

I have been in this lifestyle for a long time now.

But I have also planned on changing this lifestyle for a long time also.

But I just never really got around it.

It is totally all my fault.

I am a crammer!

And I do not want to be like this anymore.

This has got to change.


Signing off
xoxo