Saturday, July 12, 2008

Dear YOU,

Well, it is the weekend now...

I am still tired to study...

Then, I got stressed with my messenger...

So, I decided to just leave that alone for now, deal with it later, and take a break...


I was taking breaths to relax and relieve myself from the stress,

and then, I thought about you...

You just popped into my mind...

And now, I cannot remove and stop thinking of you...


Well, as I was pondering, I remembered we were passing by one another this week...

Uhm, just passing by one another...

Purely passing by...

No hi's,

no hello's,

even goodbye's, none...

Especially yesterday,

we passed by one another,

3 times

during the whole day...

The first, before the 2nd period...

The second, during lunch...

The last, next period after lunch...


That is just how things go between us...

Can I blame you?

No. Never.

Can I blame myself?

Uhm, yah...

I think it is my fault anyway...

I am the one who does not talk you...

I bend my head when I pass by you...


I just hope things would change between the two of us...

But I guess it is up to me to change things...


I hope next week will be different for the two of us...

No more awkwardness and shyness...



Signing off
xoxo

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